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micboy
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bedroomrecords2004
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September 25, 2004
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suicide
do ya remember growing up and playing ball
we was gonna be best friends for the long hall
I remember being homies I was really short and you was really tall
You would catch me if I started to fall
We were boys for life then you got into stuff that just wasn’t cool
You started stealing and acting like a fool
I saw you in the garage from the alley with a pipe in your hand
Remember at school when I asked you bout it you said it was tool
For fixing your bike right
well I said you was lying cause I saw you sellin pot to some skater kid later that night
then you got really mad and wanted ta fight
you hit me in the face and I fell down you sat there for a second then started crying
and confessed that I wasn’t lying
but that didn’t’ seem to change a thing cause 2 months later you got arrested for having crack in your back pack you was dealing drugs trying to make a little jack
you tried talking the judge into cutting you some slack
you told the judge that your parents just divorced and your life was crap
he looked at you calmly as he started to laugh he gave you 5 years in a boys home
I remember you writing me and telling me how you felt so alone
Suicide is the only way out no doubt it’s gotta be the only way out
Well it was like 1996 when I heard the news you was getting out early
Man I was gonna be there to get you for surely
Me your mom and john came to pick you up I remember you looking really tired and scronny I saw the pain in your eyes and just wanted to cry
But you was really happy cause me and your best friend Johnny was there
I remember you telling me that it just wasn’t fair
Then You went on about how you met some cool kid and the bad things you did
Your mom smacked you and asked if you learned anything in there
Then you just snapped and grabbed her by the hair
you were screamin right in her face and calling her a disgrace as a mother
saying stuff like I was only 3 when you aborted my baby brother
she said she was sorry and was crying hysterically
and you started laughing at her hilariously
that was the end of it nothing but silence the rest the way home
dude you must a felt so alone
Suicide is the only way out no doubt it’s gotta be the only way out
Well 2 weeks later I got the call you were on the top of the clock tower and you purposely wanted to fall
I came up there to talk you out of it
I had some weed so you could get lit
It was only to calm you down way better then having you fall 65 feet onto the ground
We talked for a while and I said I watched your life as it went down the drain
I looked into your eyes and I saw the pain
I looked into your heart and seen it hurt
I looked upon everything and noticed what you were worth
I said why you wanna do this you said it’s the only way out
and I said you gotta live life and you said no doubt in that but there’s no life to live
I said son don’t you understand Christ came and he forgives
You should never take your own life I thought you wanted children and a wife
You said yeah that was the old me I’m gonna be a loser a disease to society and don’t try to enlighten me
you wont’ be a disease to society quit being stupid you know I’m right please don’t take your life tonight
then he looked at me and said goodbye
he jumped off a four story building that day he died
I tried and tried to go to sleep later that night cause I couldn’t stop crying my friend was in hell and I didn’t do much to stop it some may so oh well but I’ll never be ok again never again
I’m so sorry lord I should have told him about you in the beginning
Why did you have to be this way we’re still wondering till this day why
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