He's what, He's not He's gone on To what, To where, I prepare a dreamlike state of mind for myself It's not what I wish for you It's just my cheap substitute now, now, now Lifes cheap pain He's what,He's not,He's gone on I should prepare for this now My whole life has been for now Is this now how it should be? Personal pain set me free I pray but I KNow not to to whom then I wait to see I shout praise but I know not in whose name and then I wait to see