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I just love doing this shit! send open verses or ideas to g2yhmusic@gmail.com
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #148
Peak in subgenre #66
Author
Slogo16z
Rights
Prod by Anabolic Beatz https://www.youtube.com/c/A
Uploaded
October 23, 2022
Track Files
MP3
MP3 7.4 MB • 252 kbps • 4:00
Lyrics
verse 1
Feeling so lost i'm just deep in my thoughts
manic depression i cant shake it off
you think that i wouldn't just just flip a switch
n go back 2 normal stop feeling like this
this shit is a prison it's life behind bars
but you're trapped in your mind so never get far
stuck in a dream where my punches are useless
i'm drowning and screaming so vivid so lucid
sleeping all day but awake through the night
I befriended the dark now I can't stand the light
my body is aching the hourglass empty's
I haven't been cleaning this house is so messy
I don't wanna shower my toothbrush is dry
my mind is so numb I can't even cry
abusing these drugs but I do not get high
but if take 5 more i'm sure I will die
chorus
sometimes i wanna leave just never look back
get a fresh start before my pulse goes flat
it's me vs me it's always been like that
they say better days are coming
where the fuck they at
sometimes i wanna leave n never look back
get a fresh start before my pulse goes flat
it's me vs me it's always been like that
they say better days are coming
where the fuck they at
verse 2
Ever gave it all you had but it wasn't near enough?
i was lost when I turned 30 wasn't dead or locked in cuffs
you would think I feel blessed or thankful for what it was
but my demons are real bitter and life seems to hold a grudge
always thought id get out easy living fast and dying young
with fists made out of bricks and so gifted with my tounge
hit the blunt 5 times keep that smoke inside my lungs
i'm going till finish when I finish I'll be done
counting down from 5 I ain't moving on the one
feelin outta place 3rd rock from the sun
looking down from the pier contemplating a plunge
fighting for my life against the state and the judge
life beats me down blackeyes and crutch
internally conflicted i'm just thinking too much
gears running fast yea i'm always feeling rushed
if it's kill or be killed I hope they beat me to the punch
chorus
sometimes i wanna leave just never look back
get a fresh start before my pulse goes flat
it's me vs me it's always been like that
they say better days are coming where the fuck they at
sometimes i wanna leave n never look back
get a fresh start before my pulse goes flat
it's me vs me it's always been like that
they say better days are coming where the fuck they at
verse 3
Never look down on no one unless you helping em up
lock myself from the world and slowly self destruct
look at the world different sunsets and cryptic roses
n watch my daughter fight against cystic fibrosis
I try to keep my faith as she's struggling to breath
I would kill myself twice to remove this disease
I still don't understand maybe i'm not supposed to
but its problem after problem why tf would I be hopeful
adding up my sins & i'm cringing at the total
maybe i'm being punished for mistakes back from my past
I know I'll cry later so right now i should just laugh
the whiskey is half full i'm optimistic with my glass
i'm looking for the signs but I just do not see one
n everyday is still the same its feeling like a rerun
I am who I am lord knows I have my reasons
never looked up to the hero's I related 2 the heathens
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