Lyrics
Listen to Your Heart
Derrick Lamb Joseph·Tuesday, April 10, 2018
The wedding on hold
She doesn’t deserve to be brought down , my mental illness is in a progression, don’t walk into another great depression, I’m honored and flattered, but to battered, saddened, had it, I don’t want to force it, I think our hearts both know this, lets be realistic, I love talking with you, blushing embarrassed of my tooth, sia noara just give me the boot, shoot, put, that bullet, with my name on it, and shove it, or if your going to do it then you better pull it, and not choke up on it, but know that, I do, but do, you still do, after this songs improptu, I just wanna love you, and be the best I can do, but I will never be good enough for you, I’ll always be a fool for you, don’t wanna make enemies, and now it seems like were frenemies, or two different sides, noticed your eyes, opened wide, sometimes a ring or sometimes you lied, I see your caring side, and the help you offer, and you want me sober, the chopping block which ever, think I got hay fever with a growing brain tumor, or maybe just a mentioned rumor, call me a clueless gamer, I just don’t know, is this cold feet for the show, privacy no, trouble with my blood flow, unable, to satisfy you on the bedroom table, in front of the mirror, I wish I was a healer, but I can’t heal myself,I don’t want to drain your wealth, tired of mental health, all these feelings tucked under my belt, shame, internet fame, fucking lame, who’s to blame, I did it to myself I give you my blessing and want you to take care of yourself, stay calm and collective, getting close to me could be infective, Take some time, dig deep into your mind, feel your intuition, look at my situation, don’t do just cuz God might want you to, do it if you truely, madly deeply do, want to, and I think we both know the truth, you impress me I bow down in front of you, kiss your feet, respect you and you fleet, and now as I just felt a rain drop, my tears just can’t stop, I don’t want to be the worlds clown or laughing stock, which is the luck I got, I brought, so I think and thought, I love the moments we connected with our talk, but is it best for us both to just leave it at that, your a wonder woman kind of a cat, eye of the tiger look at that, Don’t walk into this it could be a curse, even if you have a big purse, thats not whats important its happiness, hokus pokus the magic inbetween us, is it or will it remain or be lost? Remember the coin flip from the cruiseII song ship, message from the spirit of illusion, at lake Michigan, cheers to the spirit of illusion but I’ll finish the toast with the one I love the most.
