Lyrics
I paid for the right, to recover with pain and i'm, sick of decline, how can i gain when im, constantly numb, and going to war for my life"
Allergic to love, allergic to hate and im, digging a grave, its all my fault when im, living to use, and using to live to get by
Visions of rage, visions of violence i'm, desperate for change, breaking my silence im, making amends, to people ive hurt in my life
I need to detach, need to dismember from, all of my past, I wont remember you, if i do, i will end it so fast"
Youre just like a ghost, haunting my memories ive, over exposed, turned you to enemies, now I disown, all devotion to you
Dont you assume, i will be there for you, fearless and bold, how could you put me through, all of this pain, but i can see through your lies
I see all the loss, see your defeat inside, paving the way, for all the times you lied, cuz your ashamed, in me you cannot confide"
But i wish you peace, i wish you comfort in, fighting the war, so you can now begin, taking that pain, and not let it ruin your life
Until you are well, i will be there for you, now its farewell, i will remember you, if you only knew, what you did for my life
You gave me the gift, to show i was everything, to you and them, showed me what i can bring, to this world, and yours revolved around mine
I wish that i knew, how much i meant to you, now that ive changed, i watch you walk away, i cant explain, why i just wanted to die
The loss was too much, i didnt want to live, without your touch, i felt i had to give, all the i gave, the same kind of effort to die
