This is probably one of the most darkest songs I've made. Its about a mans lack of faith in god and turns to find his answers with Satan. The beats is Auditory's "Breathless Survival." Check it out!!
The Ghost of Hiphop
I'm Bibek; a nepali living in Canada who promotes hiphop
Story behind the song
the stairways
Lyrics
Song: Sad Satan
Artist: Bibek
Beat: Breathless Survival
Producer: Auditory
Written: 06-15-04
Recorded: 06-16-04
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(Bibek)
Sad Satan, I’m gonna stop hatin
Now lets get a few things straightened
I’ll try to put it into laymen terms
Religion? fuck it; its all germs, viruses
Minus my belief now; and I’ll tell you how
Praying does nothing;
A bro could cough till he hits the coffin; we lost him
God didn’t kill that jock that knocked me up at school
I prayed my heart out man, that shit aint cool
That’s why I’m turning to you
No more sadness for you; the dead souls are now my crew too
Earth is his own genocide like what Hitler did to the Jews
God will never learn, just look at history
Corrupted; full of blasphemy
God and me got no more chemistry;
And fuck’em if he’s pissed with me
I aint scared of the gallows;
He’s the one that made my soul swallow
Sad Satan; I feel your pain
Enough of this game; my tear drops like the flow of rain
No more fear, no more lies
No more asking why everybody dies;
Let me enter the world of demon possession
Fuck his lessons, cult sessions
I don’t care if Lucifer was a murder; he’s got back
So let the sins stack up jack;
I believed in his stories; I believed in purgatory
Now I know he never said the truth; he lied through his tooth
All I ever wanted was my life to go smooth, but no
He left me crying, dieing in the snow, in the dirt
No wonder I went berserk and fell in the views of you, Satan
I’m through with fate chasing; heart pacing
My faith? Its erasing
I look up at the cosmos; the last toast to god
No more praying for me; I’m just a lonely ghost
Drifting through time;
You see I’m sad like you Satan
No ones knows us; no ones gives us a chance
That’s why I wanna dance with devil
Cause no ones else is down to my level
Not a stairway to heaven but a gateway to hell
Its my soul I sell;
my spirit fell long time ago
Now I know the truth; even through I’m lost
My mind aint tossed around
I ain’t no more a naked clown
Just a guy with a frown on his face
Invisible scars on my throat;
Is he just my scapegoat?
I watch my boat float on the shores of time
Through these rhymes I commit sacrilegious crimes
On the doorstep of gate number nine
I can’t stand my life with all the trauma that strikes
I’m through with the fights,
I’m through with the darkness
Satan shine me light before theirs another homicide
Suicide? I already tried
How can I when I’m afraid of death
Its cold, I can see my breath
My heart beats violently through my chest
I hate Gods test; so just let me rest
Burnt or six feet in depth
My only way out of the labyrinth
This enclosed cabin; freedom is something I’m not having
Oh here’s to my sweet Satan
The ones whose little path would make me sad, whose power is Satan
He’ll give you, give you 666, there was a little toolshed where
He made us suffer, sad Satan...sad Satan
