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I'm Masochistic(self mutilator)

Decaying Orbit

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recorded in 1995 during the "Anguish" sessions. From The Album, "Disintegrating Alga Rhythms",
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Decaying Orbit is an unorthodox, highly diverse & genre-splitting band from Texas led by their infamous front man Mike Ash.
Decaying Orbit is an experimental, unorthodox, highly diverse & genre-splitting band from Texas led by their infamous front man Mike Ash. "No, this music's not about that, it's not about sound quality, it's about passion." - Mike Ash. Decaying Orbit is produced by their label, Decaying Enterprises Productions and has released many studio albums since they formed in 2008, after the violent break up of the Psychedelic Rock band, Strangefire, of which Mike was the former front man. Decaying Orbit believes in unadulterated musical & creative freedom, Mike describes their music as a "cathartic purge" or "nervous break downs caught on tape.". The band believes that creating music is a sacred, spiritual and magical art form brought to them by the Muses, wraiths and demons hidden just beyond the veil between the worlds of the physical and spiritual realms. Decaying Orbit has traveled beyond the veil and into the realms of the spirits, only to reemerge, like a caterpillar from it's cocoon emerging as a beautiful butterfly, so does Decaying Orbit get reborn through the fire of their cacophonous tunage. The band believes in complete freedom of lifestyle, I.E. sexuality, religion, spirituality, drugs, manner of dress etc. They believe that music is an interstellar language that needs no translation to be understood by absolutely anyone. It's the passion behind the emotions found in the music that matters to Decaying Orbit, they believe that integrity is more important than fortune or fame. This is our Decaying Orbit & we do hope that you will N'Joy tha' show!!!!
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Genre
Beats Beats General
Author
Mike Ash
Rights
(c)Decaying Enterprises 2014
Uploaded
December 27, 2014
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MP3 4.9 MB 128 kbps 5:20 minutes
Story behind the song
This song is about my mental disorder when it's at it's worst. I have Borderline Personality Disorder, Manic Depression & psycho-effective disorder, with dyslexia and ADD to boot!!!! one of the symptoms of my Borderline is self mutilation, I do it to punish myself for real or delusional slights. I am a paranoid, neurotic mess, for real and for true!!! anyhoo, I wrote & recorded this song, totally improv, and THIS is what came out of me. probably one of the most self revealing songs I have EVER released. This was recorded in 1997 for the Mike Ash album, "Anguish" - there wer only TWO copies of that album handed out, one to me and the other to my then Ex-Girlfriend, Whitney. sooo, for the last 10 years it has been hiding in the shadows and waiting in the wings for it's day in the sun. well, here it is!!!
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