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Naustagia
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Progressive / electronic / rock / rap Whatever I feel is right
The Trying. A name representing something we must constantly be doing in our lives. This is the epitome of myself. This is my space without restrictions. The personal/political - inseparably wound.
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Charts
Peak #147
Peak in subgenre #53
Author
Chris Kaetzel
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All Rights Reserved
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October 20, 2013
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MP3 4.3 MB 128 kbps 4:40
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Everything seems to bite back and lead me to those days so epic and real The smell of her or a million different songs seem to make me feel unhealed Seeing a bus traveling towards sadness and heartache instead of satisfying those who anticipate Every acoustic guitar and every cigarette just tear me into a mess All of the cutting All of the pain All of the wanting All of the shame All of tomorrow Becoming a shattered dream Not being strong enough To even scream I still dream about her, us being together And every time I wake in tears It’s not out of regret, but out of love Losing that which I care most about I fear Sneaking into a house every night Not going home alone out of fright Watching a relationship break in two Being a part of a group confused Driving high when I didn’t know what to do Writing a note that would’ve changed all of you Sneaking over late, just to lay with her Yet falling on a crutch that would defer All of the encryption All of the insane All the hospital visits Makes all else tame All of these feelings Not knowing where to go All the bad judgment All the overflow All of this naustagia All of these tear drops All of the memories Will never be stopped They remind me of vulnerability They remind me of heartache And how I hated me
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