Lyrics
I was set upon this earth, my own body of work,
Not knowing of the struggle and how much it would hurt,
Testing myself to elevate, no one to bring me down,
But I still end up buried in the ground,
I could have prevented it, I had lost my way,
It kills me more and more, each and every day,
It will hang over me, ‘cause my present has past,
My future is gone, I destroyed it too fast,
Why ask the heavens, how can I get through?
Will I be ignored like I usually do?
‘Cause I’m not dealing well with this pain inside,
Torch the path I walk, and leave nothin’ behind,
These tears made of ice are gone without a trace,
You can see the scars on my face,
It’s a taste of things to come, now I’m undone,
You can never accomplish what you never have won…
Chorus
Blaze the path I walk, and I won’t stalk,
Trust no one around you, ‘cause it’s all talk,
Believe in yourself and refuse to give up,
But the pain still endures (Just fuel me up),
Stay sharp of mind, think quick on your feet,
Don’t ever lose your will, strive to compete,
Believe in yourself and refuse to give up,
But the pain still lingers (Just fuel me up)…
I’m better than no one, I’m the best I can be,
I know my own thoughts yet you don’t understand me,
The thought of losing it skips my heart a beat,
The truth of the matter, well, I’m still fishing,
Into the bottom of the barrel, dark and endless,
Try to swim out, when you’re f---in’ helpless,
If I could change to deal with the stress,
Look through to see the hole indented into my chest,
It seems I’ve gone cold, ‘cause it’s gettin’ hard to breathe,
Your whole life is gone, it happened to me,
You open your heart, it gets thrown away,
The door is closed and have nowhere to stay,
I know of the places where I went wrong,
My chance to save it, it’s too far gone,
I hold on, but I won’t try to grieve long,
‘Cause I’m emitting the pain and anguish all through this song…
Chorus
I’m not asking for a higher power dealing with this hell,
The facts are all there, it’s starting to gel,
Every battle I’ve come across, I’ve never failed,
Let’s see all of the people I want to propel,
Out of MySpace, now I’m in your Facebook,
See the anger inside with one good look,
I made my mistakes, not in the path I took,
While you steal my heart and lost it, you f---in’ crook,
You had to fool me for the man I once was,
It’s harder in this struggle, you lost my trust,
I lost faith in you, lying was a must,
To get around the fact that I could have been jealous,
You may be close to God, but buried in Hell,
‘Cause I found out the truth, ain’t it hard to tell,
I’m trying to make it better for my son and all,
You have to be willing just to make the f---in’ call…
Chorus 2x
