When I first saw my wife, I knew we would be together, even though I never spoke, I felt I knew her, as if I always had like we had been togther before from a previous life. And only knew her as the girl with the long hair. And when I saw her again about a year later, within the first sentance of speaking to her, I asked her to marry me, she did not say anything but I knew she would say yes, and arranged to see her again. But then life dealt a savage blow when my twin brother died suddenly and the only thing that kept me alive while trying to drink myself to death was the hope of seeing her again. Then one night after being encouraged to go outside after about 3 months by a close friend and my little sister to visit a local pub. Feeling all broken and weighing seven and a half stone through drinking, I could not stay there and decided to go home and drink what life I had left away. But on the way out over the road I saw an Angel with beauitful long hair and time seemed to stand still. I had only one thought feeling so scared and ugly I approached her thinking if I could have just one kiss from her then I could die peacefully knowing I saw her again. I never said a word, just kissed her and walked away. But then she called and started to follow me and from that moment I knew I wanted to live again. Now married with a beauitful little girl. Saved by an Angel, and will never forget that feeling of being broken and the calm stillness of when I saw her again. Thank you Lorraine my Angel.