Self-Esteemcore
Nerdcore Track | Self-Esteemcore by Malformed XML Element | Free Download
This was a song that I had spent a lot of time on. like most of the other songs on this album, I really need to rerecord it.
I am pretty much just Malformed XML Element, a nerdcore, experimental, general musician. I do what I can.
So, once upon a time, I was digging through the internet. I discovered this amazing act by the name of "MC Hawking." After listening to a few tracks, specifically, Entropy and Big Bizzang, I got hooked on the concept of nerdcore. So, I explored around a little while, and eventually found the whole nerdcore community, in full bloom. Being left out, that was no fun... so I decided, simply, to take place in it.
That's it.
"Self-Esteemcore" by Malformed XML Element is a Nerdcore production available on SoundClick. The track showcases Malformed XML Element's instinct for crafting memorable music. A solid entry in the nerdcore space, crafted with care and intention. It has reached the top 10 on the SoundClick Nerdcore chart, peaking at #3. Looking for a royalty-free Nerdcore track to license? "Self-Esteemcore" by Malformed XML Element is available with a free Creative Commons license on SoundClick.
Story behind the song
I started making the beat to this randomly, and I decided it would be something a bit horror-themed. That's how it came up.
Lyrics
Now I can not say for sure what's happening here,
but with each step I take, my heart beats with more fear,
I'm wandering through this dimension, this place of frights,
not ever sure if I will see any more of life's beautiful sights
but I will keep roaming through these ever enchanted halls
hearing the sounds of screams emanating through the walls
and you know I don't think that I will ever make it out of this place
but my soul will not make it so that I will be some disgrace
but now I can feel a change of heart, and so I speed up my pace,
that escape will happen, all the more reason for my haste.
something strange this way comes,
the visceral lust heading for fun,
got me thinking my time here is done,
gotta make it last and gotta make it fun
I saw another human wandering through this decrepit place
a look of some sort of pain, of eternal anguish on his face
knowing verily that this is not at all his place, seeming disgraced
many years his face seemed to have counted, his drink was laced,
spiked with the fear of a life fraught with these tormentors
that which has us all stuck in this hell trembling to our core,
but eventually, the day will come where we can leave this dungeon
and define our own life, a life tangential completely to this sin
break down the walls, and release all the pain that lies therein
until all the evil that lies within could easily fit on the head of a pin.
something strange this way comes,
the visceral lust heading for fun,
got me thinking my time here is done,
gotta make it last and gotta make it fun
And now I'm escaping this sort of place as fast as I can,
running from the torment of these creatures of man,
I'm escaping back to a form of life sans these vile maws
from this devil's whorehouse, an utter darkness without pause
Are you there door? Then open up and show me the light,
and I'll bust back out into this world, with what absurd might
I may muster and bring forth to this battle, I'm getting away
open yourself wider and make room for my escape today,
my purpose in life was never to be defined by this place,
oh wait. lol, /b/. never mind; bye, kthx,
man this keyboard has got me achin', finishing up these rhymes,
gotta head back to rt, you know it's my postin' time.
i got that right up on a schedule, and it's alright,
because it's time to use all my lyrical might.
something strange this way comes,
the visceral lust heading for fun,
got me thinking my time here is done,
gotta make it last and gotta make it fun
