Grunge Ranchero ( When we ran away v1)

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Tocando todos instrumentos, voz canta, cadastro, composição, mastering : Copyright Ascap Estelle Derrien

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IPI ASCAP NAME NUMBER : #1222182696

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Contato : estelle.derrien@proton.me

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Bandcamp : estellederrien.bandcamp.com

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News :

01 06 2026

Hello, due to what happened to my Turtie cat, I stop music, maybe definitly, or i will do music for her only. She played piano and was with me during records. I'm still alive, so I type.

29 05 2026 :

Following what happen with my female tortie cat Mystique, I definitly stop music . Maybe i'll redo some later, only for her, but not sure. I get rid of my guitar and any few belonging I still own and flee to an unknown place. I will never find seomone like her again and have only experimented true love with her. I have failed to protect her. It's me who should have been crushed under a tractor when I worked for us. It's a nightmare being alone without her everyday and nights, now. Drawing her is futile, it's only infinite sadness all of the time and too late.Even if I die, I'm not sure I'll find her again, reason why im still typing here.We were supposed to stay together for at least 20 years.It was so difficult to keep her confined, and we had to leave in 3 months, to a secured place. I will maybe moove to a tent and bike combo, Any music, If I am able to, will be dedicated to Mystique untill I die, the only love I have had during all of my life. She was not like others tortie cats and looking like a panther,her face, only made of love. Most of my music was done with her in the back of my mind. I can't even publishs pics of her cause mad people sometimes hurts cats. I do not know why I'm still here, My only hope is to recover her after death.We were sleeping in -5 degree weather, she came from the street. In the unprobable case she has been killed, it's a pure coward act done from behind, and I did not see anything and do not know who it is to give the right answer.

17 05 2026 :

Mystique wanted to heal me from the very beginning. She first came into my van because I had hurt my back and couldn't move, without asking anything in return. She massaged me with her paws and claws, and with the help of her purrs, it healed me. Over the 2.5 years, we had become like an organized couple. She would go hunting to bring me gifts, which I didn't like, but you can't go against your instincts. We had to go to the safe place I had made for her.

She played or was on the piano with me on theses tracks.

01 03 2026

My microphone and transposing was not on point in regard of my vocals, and, mainly because of headphones mixes. I take a break because It's too hard to mix my music, but my latest insturmental is a few better, because I do not mix on headphones no more.