Sad and uplifting song about my struggles fitting in on this planet.
Rock and Roll music that bridges the gap between old and new in a way that is true to form, but breaks boundaries.
I have been described as a mix between Prince, The Beatles, and Lenny Kravits. But if you ask me, I'm not really like anything, sometimes I'm silly, sometimes I rock hard, sometimes I write love songs. I used to think I had it all figured out, I know now I was wrong. But I will say that my music excites me more than anything else in my life, so just maybe it will excite you as well.
Story behind the song
This was written when I was like 14, I just never felt like I belonged here. I'm not like anyone I know and sometimes I feel I'm too sensitive, too fragile, too aware of the sadness of this world, and too in love with God to fit in. I just want to be with Him sometimes, this song is very meaningful to me.
Lyrics
I'm sure I'm insane cause I enjoy feeling pain,
And why then do I remain? Help me please,
Stay home, sleep all day and dream about another place,
Cause out there they're all the same, help me please,
My mother says I need a pill to make me well,
But I'm not ill, it's just me, I'm insane, cause I enjoy feeling pain,
Breathe out, heavy sigh, open up the roof now and let me feel the sky,
Hold me but not too tight, I'm leaving in the morning but I'll be back tomorrow night,
And sometimes solitude is the only way I can figure out myself, and figure out today,
Beautiful, can you please tell me how to get to the meadow? To get to my meadow,
Cause nothing ever dies, no nothing ever dies deep in the meadow, deep in my meadow,
I always have to go home, and I'm sick to death with being alone
Father I know what I'm supposed to do and I'm ok with that,
But sometimes this place gets to me daddy, and I don't know what I can do,
Sometimes I wish you'd just take me a way, take me to a better place,
Some place where I can feel the sun, some place where I can be with you,
Oh free me God! Just free me God!
I just wanna go home!
But sometimes this place gets to me day
