i still feel the glaciers
left frozen in my stead
crystal shards of indifference
inert formations of in dead
i still feel those fears
like they were yesterday
crystalline in loveliness
that smile upon your face
and i still so love you
i still feel a faint pulse
whomevers it might be
for me to be constantly thinking
of the something else she sees
i still feel that faint revulsion
and the horror in her eyes
for me to be constantly dreaming
of having her whenever, forever, an if
when i still so love you
and i still so love you
