VERSE 1
wen i wake up to a morning
i see a bright and sunny day
people say "wow ur in a good mood today"
after hearing those words
thinking to myself
just wipe that smile off my face
cuz outside my impression
iz in a happy way
but inside is really a boy
filled with the hatred
off of every lito thing
that pisses him off
some think that the boy iz alwaize wrong
to tell ya whats happening to me
by expressing my life in this song
which is my true reality
juzt realizing whatz going on
but soon too late cuz ill be gone
and forever u shall wonder watz wrong
with this lil boy
well i aint so lito no more
it juzt happened to start wen i waz 4
and now my parentz just got a divorce
wen im 14
heh...noe wat i mean
((CHORUS))
VERSE 2
i wish i can just leave behind
all the pain that i had to grind
into my heart alwaize askin myself
y did it have to start
everything around me filled with lies
alwaize be blowin apart
seeing my frendz ended up having to cry
i juzt cant bear it wen i see da tearz in they eyez
but their pain that they felt got me stronger
and now yet i can last even longer
but how long will this deadly pain last
as i noe my life will surely pass
before i see the peace in wat revolves around me
begins to fade gradually
and plus all theze words that i speak
tryin to fill the emptyness inside of me
but the only thing i seem to have left
is the pryde of my one and only sanity
((CHORUS))
VERSE 3
now when i had look behind
at all the things that haz happened
wondering what will happen, actin, flashin, passin,
never live a day without passion
never live a day without anyone laughin
with the feel of a lashin
moving down my spine
with the feel of nothing left
but the feel of time
only nothing except
the rights of life that i have of mine
but it seems that i was too blind to see
all the negative activities
that were positivly surrounding me
in this struggle in which i had to flee
leaving with a stash of casualties
not living a life without being free
in the end no one knows whats been happening to me
plus all my sorrow and pain
leaving me with a frown
as my life is now considerably turned down
but it seems that life is simply plain
or merely just a game
