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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #5,785
Peak in subgenre #475
Author
B Delk
Rights
Vibe
Uploaded
March 26, 2006
Track Files
MP3
MP3 2.8 MB • 128 kbps • 3:03
Lyrics
Verse 1:
Dear Diary, daddy hit mommy again/
I think it's my fault, but it's probably him/
i wish i was braver, id put a stoppin to this/
dont matter wat i say though, its not gonna quit/
the problem is this, iunno what to do/
this pain isnt helpin w/ wat i wanna do/
i wanna be successful, i feel that im bound to be/
and if that happens, daddy might be proud of me/
i look to the sky, put some faith in my words/
oh please oh please lord, im prayin it works/
and maybe im worth.../ ->
less, like im an accident, like i shouldnt be placed on the earth/
so i open you up, pour out my daily routine/
i can tell you all my secrets, and say em truthly/
i wish i was free, wish i was pain-less/
lookin @ my calender, wonderin how many days left/
Hook:
Diary, can you please help me out?/
Lord, can you please help my house?/
its goin down-hill, i want up outta here/
so i can never ever have one ounce of fear/
Diary, can you please help me out?/
Lord, can you please help my house?/
nothin is right, it seems like its backwards/
i want it back, can you @ least do that Lord?/
Verse 2:
all this suffering is caused by me right? [nah]
when bad times occur, i wish i could pause and rewind/
a lot isnt right, i mean, where is the source?/
im lost, i hope you're hearin me Lord/
drinking doesnt help, man its tearin me more/
my times runnin out, im in period 4/
im fearin the worst, is that the right route?/
will these drugs HONESTLY help work my life out?/
im outta time now.../
well, im reachin that point, i desperately need the help right now/
i can talk all day about my youth and child-hood/
growin up, treated like a real child should/
but as you get older, you see things a little clearer/
its like theres a-whole-nother side when lookin in the mirror/
you sense you're in hell, like you've been there and back/
we're headin there, the governments takin care of that/
Hook:
Diary, can you please help me out?/
Lord, can you please help my house?/
its goin down-hill, i want up outta here/
so i can never ever have one ounce of fear/
Diary, can you please help me out?/
Lord, can you please help my house?/
nothin is right, it seems like its backwards/
i want it back, can you @ least do that Lord?/
*fade and shit*
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