just how when you hustling nobody there for you,you struggle all by yo self only wit a chosen few if that many that are really by your side..i just wanted to shine and get out from the slums and poverty by any means..i mean im was always down for mine and my niggas but money changes niggas brains..they get shifty and a kill they own brotha for tha doe..I just want the loot and no drama and no time off in the penn..ya dig im trying to get out!