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Charts
Peak #93
Peak in subgenre #49
Author
Sun Zoo
Rights
2006
Uploaded
January 20, 2006
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MP3 2.8 MB • 128 kbps • 2:01
Lyrics
Mid-November, and I can feel a chill in the air
And with the sun down, I can feel that winter is there
It's dark and cold, but I like that
I'm sitting on the steps outside watching people try to fight back
With collars up but eyes down as they walk past
Hurrying home for a shower or a warm bath
And I'm alone but don't mind 'cause it's more that
I'm trying to catch this night in my mind before I walk back
I'm not unloved, and yet something is missing
Got friends, but feel alone even when I'm with them
So I watch some couple's street romantic kissing
And can't stop from thinking that I fucked up the system
A square peg that doesn't fit in the hole
My whole family's around, I'm still sitting alone
The one player on the team who can't get in the zone
The only person in the room who ain't getting the joke
But yo, it hasn't always been like this
I used to feel like I could depend on shit
And I hope a few people at least, I still can
I just can't tell them everything the way I had planned
So I tell my notebook and then it tells the mic
And my speakers tell the people what I can't in real life
But something about this just doesn't feel right
I've thought a lot about it and I just feel like
HOOK:
It doesn't really matter what you do with your life
You could have kids, good friends, a girl or a wife
You could have a whole family that was treating you right
And still all it really takes is a twist of the knife
One twist could have you feeling like a stranger at home
Because no one's lived a whole life the same as your own
And when you finally realize, you feel naked and cold
You can't share your whole life, you gotta face it alone
The truth is girlfriends pass, friends move on
Family is family but they do you wrong
Even your wife could do any dude she wants
That's just life, and the hardest bonds to lose are strong
But people die, old friends change
And you change even if they stay the same
I remember when my aunt used to play our games
Now she looks at me and can't even say my name
I finally see there's no happy ever after
And eventually tears have to follow after laughter
People act close 'cause we're all a bunch of actors
Motivated by our own greed, love, and other factors
Stare life in the eyes and their glitter reveals
A whole vast emptiness beyond her bitter appeal
But I'm sitting on the steps with a smile on my face
Cold and alone but I like the time and the place
'Cause I like myself and this mind that I've made
Alone in good company, I kind of relate
Friends are great, but use your mind when alone
And learn to love yourself for the times when they're gone
So when life gives you a lemon throw it right at her dome
And say, "Fuck you, I'm not alone, bitch, I'm home."
HOOK
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