Lock down suffer I'm treading water filled temper
I can't remember why I turned down this road.
Was it last week spreading skin open cracks bloody
Razor blade lash out taken out of control
Last chance, I've run out.
My skin is so thin two more cuts and I'm done
Pull the plug I'm begging me
So sick of this and what I'm trying to be.
So many things I wanted to say.
I'm tired of me, not tired of you.
I'm trembling as I breathe my last breath.
I've put this off too long something I need to do.
It was something I said I'm sure I believe.
I can't beleive what you have placed around me.
All this kindness, darkheart losing it's trust.
Submission comes too soon the spear takes aim at us.
Last night I dreamt of this.
My minds made up no time for goodbyes
Nice corner, I lay down
You will follow tears to my puddle wonder why.
