A song of lost love & the questions as to why.
Hi i'm Spider Hayes First of all let me introduce you to my band.
There's Me (does the singing) Wordpad(does the lyrics), My crappy pc(does the music)The microphone(records my voice) & my speakers that plays out finished creation.
Shush... don't tell my crappy pc but im going to invest in a hammer so im looking for a new pc any offers email me. lol :P
Story behind the song
A past relationship gone bad. I didn't really love her anyway (jus keep telling yourself that)lol.
Lyrics
CAN'T GET AWAY
this letter you read is my letter goodbye, the last of my words before i finally die.
ive had enough of all the hurt and the pain, you left me alone and it drove me insane.
now ive been stripped of all my pride, just cant explain the hurt inside.
trust i thought i'd find in you, but instead i saw different view.
the love i felt the love i'd known, the love i never had been shown.
i was never free you were never there, ive never known someone that would care.
those memories and all there was, you just walked away without a cause.
that tender kiss that was all mine, i never thought that i'd be timed.
CHORUS
why did you leave me this way
you just got up and walked away
i cant get away from the pain you gave me
and now im crying every day
theres nothing in life thats left for me, just a picture of you on the mantel piece.
of a memory that brought a smile to my face, but now it just hurts to be in this place.
my mind is aching and my heart is breaking and its come to point where my life you have taken.
i remember the time when said that you loved me, no one could compare your one and your only.
the nights of the laughter and the fun through the years, and just in an instant disrupted by tears.
a relationship gone in the blink of an eye, no reason to why was it all just a lie.
all just a lie of the things that you said the reason to why that i wish i was dead
i pick up your picture smash it off the floor, the pain that you gave me i dont want it no more.
CHORUS
i'm drowning my sorrows in bottles of drink looking for answers and trying to think.
convincing myself that it wasnt your fault,that it was something i'd done or something i'd not.
but the answers i want have been lost like my mind, and the life that i have i am leaving behind.
not thats theres much of this life anyway, you took a big part of it and threw it away.
now all thats left is just pain and fear, so if i end my life now it will all dissappear
if i kill myself now its not suicide, i was murdered the minute you left from my life.
as i reach for the gun that will kill all the pain, just a squeeze of the trigger as its pressed to my brain.
and my last dying words are for you and are true, in my last dying breath before my life will be through..
CHOURUS x2
into fade....
by Spider Hayes
11/03/02
