July 20, 2015
I'll be posting new music on this site, and a few more.
http://soundcloud.com/undapreshur
http://youtube.com/undapreshur
Lyrics
I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help,
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry
I've been saying sorry many times
everyday i've said it
Muthafuckas like Okay, I get it
Matter fact I should say, forget it.
But the Pain I let it. Build inside
I shake I kept it
distance it away from you, so I say I'm cool
but the hate imbedded
Inside my soul and frame regret it
Shame on me, shame I let in
Can't forget it, My drunk
nights in the tank again I bet it
Yes I've said it, Cussed them out
End up shredded, I don't get it
they said don't sweat it but instead
I'm left with a mess that won't stop spreading
I remember I was a liar I'm shifty
When I was working I'd stir up
and slur they fire me quickly
Wouldn't stop drinking and rapping
Some of that desire was in me
Dreaming to work full time
at rap 9-5 retire at fifty
Couldn't hold it steady,
Had an exit plan every moment I'm ready
Suicide on my mind
always feeling broken and heavy
I got some Scotch in my bottle,
I pray to god I'm in sorrow
Lookin for a way out
and If I go
I ain't saying sorry tomorrow
but then
I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help,
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry
Can;t complain about the way I live
Don't give a fuck about the life I had
Got a daughter who's my life
Motherfucker don't compare me I'm nothing like my dad
No, Everday it would keep me mad
Who could do that leave and plan out,
another fucking life
like I didn't matter bitch you could be a man
I can't imagine life
without my daughter being close or near
Now you wanna start talking
Keep walking you've been a fucking ghost for years
Holding tears, I've done
what I can with no one here,
Slamming broken beers,
Left it all behind to be sober clear
You won't be at her birthday
Her first play, Not trying to make
you feel bad in the worst way,
but you deserve nothing but dirt, eh
From me, You think I'm here
playing around just being funny?
Tuck in a few grand in my pocket
expecting to meet her and keep your money?
I wouldn't let you see a picture
when you see me with her
I hope you get a shiver
Of the day you leaving quitter
when I was little
I expected a father figure
Problem with ya, Now
You'll be fucking sorry when my daughter bigger
Saying..
I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help,
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry
