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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #478
Peak in subgenre #59
Author
S. De Bolster / Bay Root.
Rights
S. De Bolster / Bay Root.
Uploaded
April 22, 2012
Track Files
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MP3 3.1 MB • 128 kbps • 3:20
Story behind the song
Written & Performed by S. De Bolster.
Produced by Bay Root.
Mixed by S. De Bolster.
Recorded at the "Nothing F*** ing Works"-studio.
© 2002 - S. De Bolster / Bay Root.
Lyrics
Hook:
Every single night
I lay back having conversations with myself
imagining there’s someone else
But it’s only me
Poetic Flow:
Laying down with my eyes half-closed
having conversations with a man dressed in dark clothes
his face barely exposed
only showing two eyes that glows in the candle light
With slight fear I’m asking him when it’ll be my plight
to take off of here and disappear into the dawning night
I’m not eager to take an early flight
but I want to be prepared
so I wouldn’t be scared
when the time is there to leave behind those who cared
Throw away my f***ed up being on earth
always on the run been fleeing since birth
not seeing what I’m really worth
Sometimes I wish He would’ve taken me a long time ago
so I wouldn’t have to deal with how I try to grow
a flower searching for the light but caught in the falling snow
Wishing for that one shiny ray of sun
to fall upon the barrel of a gun pointed at my lung
one squeeze and the problems are done
But I can’t do this to my family
the people who were always there for me
I just got to get rid of this depression spree
and learn to play this game of life without a referee on the side.
Hook:
Every single night
I lay back having conversations with myself
imagining there’s someone else
But it’s only me
Poetic Flow:
I’m sitting as I stare into his eyes
to my surprise
I’m revealing my thoughts to the darkened skies
there’s no room for lies
as I’m talking to the man who’s seen many people’s cries
falling down on their way to doom
His glowing eyes are piercing thru my room
feeling like I’m caged trapped in someone else’s tomb
I’m filled with coldness in a blink
desperately searching for the missing link
it’s time to rethink as I overflood this paper with my tears of ink
I’ve never been quick to plan ahead of time
always falling two steps behind
until survival instinct takes over my mind
I stagnate standing still in a sad state
looking closely at my soul-mate
knowing he’s the only one who can relate to what I’m feeling
Stealing smiles happiness is so appealing
still I’m stuck between four walls staring at a dirty ceiling
Exploring the depths of my soul
sitting in bed thinking about all my goals
caught between the folds
it’s like my existence is unlisted
These situations have me twisted
next thing you know I find out I never even existed.
Hook:
Every single night
I lay back having conversations with myself
imagining there’s someone else
But it’s only me
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