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ive once contemplated suicide,
everything was complicated at tha time,
so many things wasted in this life of mine,
it seems like every rhyme i spit,
deals with depressin shit,
leavin me expressionless,
i had one wish,
to die in a battle like this,
i couldnt handle this,
i clinched my fists, too pissed,
and pierced it through my own chest,
to test if im alive or dead,
but instead i lied on my bed,
looked up and said, carry me away God,
and my eyes started to shed with tears,
prayin for forgiveness,
no sun in this falling place, only rain,
no happiness can possibly co-exist wit this unbearable pain,
no music any longer playing,
this priceless form of art quickly decaying,
no soul is no longer praying,
lost all belief in faith and religion,
not even thinking, choosing all the wrong decisions,
darkened visions, all trust is lost,
all that matters is surviving at any cost,
wouldnt it be better if i was dead and wasnt breathin?
achieve in better things, but it's decievin,
theres nothing left to live for,
whats the point of living, when theres no reason to try anymore??
if i had a choice, id walk out the door, and be alone,
cuz its better off if i was on my own,
On the surface comes many years of pain and rain,
Tied to a chain with the blood running through your veins,
forever stained, lyin down feelin ashamed,
like my mentality combustin leavin me insane,
place me on a sink so i can drown and drain,
feed me all tha fluids till the liquid poison claims,
supply me with no air to graspe till i collapse or faint,
cuz its somethin i would consider n acquaint,
i prayed harder than a saint,
more stronger than a stormy rain,
i obtain faith,
but my attempt is refrained,
fully strained, inflictin pain
within my mind, restrictin depressin times,
beggin jesus christ to show me signs,
then my final heist, became the beggining of my new and everlastin life
a couple years past,
my days never seemed to last,
although my faith kept me up on tracks,
I owe each and every person I ever met;
cuz each of them woven a thread in my ambition`s net;
I owe tha homies cuz they perfectly played their part;
And I will always unconditionally hold them close to my heart;
To my enemies I owe a standing ovation;
For they have fueled and nourished my ambitions;
with my selections of good or bad im switchin,
to be tha better one against my own tainted visions,
no longer feelin fissions impactin my life,
tha vibrations of cures slowly changin my strife
the citation of a better life and my future wife awaits me,
Feels good to be loved by God, cuz the devil hates me
