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Cant Leave The Thought Alone_Deebo
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A song about regret and forgiving after a hard absence.
black ice ddub bishop1 darkwind
Poetic, thoughtful, lyrical. I sound like me and try not to make comparisons to other artists though my influences span decades.
Hi, my name is Derrick Thompson aka Darkwind, Deebo Da Iceman, Black Ice, Bishop. There are strong currents of social and religous thoughts that run through my text and my hope is to be able to transfer some of that to the music. I only hope you can take some time out and enjoy. Easy now, -D
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Peak #4,102
Peak in subgenre #2,233
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December 08, 2010
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MP3 4.0 MB 128 kbps 4:18
Story behind the song
A song written after one of my dearest girlfriends went through a hard time with addiction.
Lyrics
**Can't Leave The Thought Alone** Written to AZU's "For You" 12 Sept. 2010 by Derrick Thompson V1: At that time.. I dropped the phone Dropped to my knees No ease- The one thought in my mind was please Dear God, don't let this be happening Cause if she gone Then I'm left as a casuality And I know all the dreams You wanted to reach Are stalled those visions won't ever be seen By this world full of need And extreme degrees Dark clouds full of pain and rain That won't cease See i.. (Bridge) See, I can't leave the thought alone To intercede had I only been home When you needed me And I still can't accept you gone To the poise of the Lord and freed From the noise to peace So now I'm sitting here all alone And the loss won't let me be The regret's too deep So I can't leave the thought alone And the thought won't let me sleep.. It won't let me Hook: All I Ever wanted for you to be Was happy In the place you desired to see Shame on me I misunderstood the degree Of your pain And it left me lame While I strained to breathe And through the change While you rest in peace I entertain what's been left in me Stress, no release so in the chance you can still hear me Know you're loved Not Judged Even now, believe And through the Pain While you rest in peace I entertain hypothetical scenes had i intervened But in the chance you can still hear me Know you're loved Not Judged Even now, believe Verse 2: Cold days, dark nights I reminisce on life Miss your eyes so alive These Pics don't suffice I've tried to deny the fault But realize The cost was too high And debt fills my mind And what you've left behind Are scars on this heart time has to operate on If I'm to survive Situations collide In the what If's and why's And if the tough love I tried Was just a compromise See I (Bridge) See, I can't leave the thought alone To intercede had I only been home When you needed me And I still can't accept you gone To the poise of the Lord and freed From the noise to peace So now I'm sitting here all alone And the loss won't let me be The regret's too deep So I can't leave the thought alone And the thought won't let me sleep.. It won't let me.. Hook: All I Ever wanted for you to be Was happy In the place you desired to see Shame on me I misunderstood the degree Of your pain And it left me lame While I strained to breathe And through the change While you rest in peace I entertain what's been left in me Stress, no release so in the chance you can still hear me Know you're loved Not Judged Even now, believe Bridge2/Verse Now, I know It's gonna take some time to realign To find me outside The influence of ya mind God's design defined As lines we don't cross But why the hardest lessons All arrive with loss Still, no matter where you are I know your reward Was realized in the truth Of the person you are So though the thought won't leave me alone I pray to God You've found a home Away from the all the pain and scars Verse 3: This a word that deserves To be heard and observed not all change is good But not called absurd My complacence was a curse That I now regret Maybe next time, I'll come correct To really help And if in some small way These words find the day They're needed to be heard I only hope and pray You do all you can In your power to save Because love costs as much As you're willing to pay And is something not cast off or thrown away Hook&Out: All I Ever wanted for you to be Was happy In the place you desired to see Shame on me I misunderstood the degree Of your pain And it left me lame While I strained to breathe And through the change While you rest in peace I entertain what's been left in me Stress, no release so in the chance you can still hear me Know you're loved Not Judged Even now, believe
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