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KEPT IT ALL IN AND DRANK IT ALL OUT
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THE STORY BEHIND KEPT IT ALL IN, DRANK IT ALL OUT This song is based on the story of my father. Lt Col William Jack Rose, 503rd Airborne Division of the US Army. A brilliant man who was tormented his entire adult life by PTSD (post traumatic stress
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Donna Dutchess Songwriter Biography Stricken with spinal meningitis at the age of 18 months, Donna lost 60% of her hearing. Regardless, music has always been special in her life, remembering “composing” symphonies in her head as early as 5 years old. Being a child of the 60’s, the biggest influence in Donna’s life musically was the Beatles, couple with a strong exposure to the classics. Being unbearably shy and self-conscious due to her disability, Donna’s entire world exploded at the age of 13 when she started playing the guitar and writing music. Determined to set an example for other people with disabilities, she put together several bands over the next 30 years, acquiring local success with Buffalos’ first all female country band, touring all over Western New York and Pennsylvania. Besides being the leader of the band, Donna played the guitar, banjo and wrote all the bands original music. Due to the success of her last band “Sweet Phantasy” Donna was featured in a half hour television special focusing on her ability to perform and write music, despite her hearing loss. Now with her performing days behind her, Donna is concentrating all her creative abilities on perfecting her craft of songwriting. Having written 100’s of songs over the years, she is writing new and re-writing some old, having them produced and recorded in Nashville for that pure country sound. Tapping in to the wisdom that comes with experience, her music now has taken on a new life, and richness of its own. “Now, I tell it like it is because I’ve been there, done that, and have a lot to say”.
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Peak #82
Peak in subgenre #32
Author
Donna Dutchess
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2010
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November 15, 2010
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MP3 3.2 MB 128 kbps 3:30
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THE STORY BEHIND “KEPT IT ALL IN, DRANK IT ALL OUT” This song is based on the story of my father. Lt Col William Jack Rose, 503rd Airborne Division of the US Army. A brilliant man who was tormented his entire adult life by PTSD (post traumatic stress). Unfortunately, there was no help available for the soldiers of WWII. The only option was to “suck it up, and take it like a man”. Consequently, the only relief he got was from drinking, resulting in blackouts, out of control raging and verbal abuse to all who lived with him, including and mostly my mother. My father was a great man with a heart of gold who in spite of his problem, commanded respect from whoever had the privilege to know him. My purpose in writing this song is to not only honor my father’s memory but to help bring awareness to the problem of PTSD with our soldiers. I have made a pledge that a portion of any sales from this song will go to that purpose.
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Kept It All In & Drank It All Out Words & Music by Donna Dutchess Jack was a soldier during World War II Jumped out of airplanes in his parachute. Never spoke about the war since But he was never the same, ever again He just kept it all in & drank it all out. Had a golden future after the war Had a couple of kids and a wife he adored You could see the pain in his eyes From a war that was raging deep inside. He just kept it all in & drank it all out. {BRIDGE} Don’t speak…be tough…just suck it up & take it like a man Don’t sleep…just pray…that the nightmares won’t begin His sanity’s washed in bloodshed But they say it’s all in his head So he just kept it all in & drank it all out. As time went on he lost more control People looked at him and called him poor lost soul His marriage failed and his kids estranged Not able to watch him fade away. He just kept it all in & drank it all out. Jack left this world in total disgrace But a new generation has taken his place. Their cries are heard in the night as they sleep As they store away visions of a world with no peace. And they’ll keep it all in & drink it all out. {Bridge} BRIDGE} Don’t speak…be tough…just suck it up & take it like a man Don’t sleep…just pray…that the nightmares won’t begin Their sanity’s washed in bloodshed But they say it’s all in their head So they just kept it all in & drank it all out.
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