i lost you in the wreckage
never ever saw you again
i prayed in my own prison
prayed for this hell to end
it never ends...
i fell short of my potential
lost my voice and my guard
i couldn't replace it
and now i'm baring it all
and now i'm baring it all
to no one at all
and in this night
i vow to never fall again
no matter what i have
to f*** , defend, or lie or pretend
or pretend...
i carry this burden
with a chip on my arm
god it gets so disturbing
when i'm taking it all
and my body gets numb
how i love these drugs
man it feels good to fall
its better than feeling nothing at all...
and in this night
i vow to never lose again
no matter what i have
to f*** , defend or lie to pretend
and in this night
i vow to stay clean for a change
