The right choice is neva easy !! truth hurts .. but its the right thing to do !!
wut more than CRASH !! could be a description !!
ummm .. okay .. i don know how imma start this .. i used to lsn to rap and all .. but .. i've neva thought i might be spittin on a mic be4 .. till i've met the A-KILLA-B !! who is the one who put the idea of rappin in ma head .. and convinced me of the whole thing and made it possible !! i owe him this, i owe him all the success in the future !!
and all i hope is to make him and u ppl PROUD !!
respect and love !!
pce !
Story behind the song
Old memories are chasing you like a wolf chases a sheep .. and the wrong things u have done are killin you slowly inside .. when you meet the person who is wid your ex treatin her better than u used to do .. and step on your heart .. and do nuttin but wishin them a happy life !! cuz u had the chance .. a lotta chances .. and f*** up in all of them .. wut an asshole you were ...!!!
thats how it feels !
Lyrics
surrounded by people around but you feel alone ...
every time you think of that sad love song ...
till the break of dawn, you cry and its shown !!...
people hear you but damn they don listen ...
X-Story i was regretting i wasn't dissing ...
it kills inside when the past is what you're kissin ...
you think you might take it but inside its not fittin ...
you think you were proud but who are you kiddin...?
a dead soul , fake hear doll,
under guiltiness sport light, you're still settin ...
thinking how did you reach that level ?...
like they weren't angels, only a devil ...
like a dead body in an open grave ...
no one around but an old damn shuffle ...
one more shot is what you think you need ...
to forget, or another joint of weed ...
when you realize on others emotions you used to feed ...
is it real? that any one can fix his mistake ...
reverse the time back and take ...
what's non of his right no more to take, or its just fake ...
that you want something, you did make ...
when you ask your self, am i awake? ...
when you stare at your own blood lake ...
to find out, you were nothing but a heart break ...
no more lies and a swear, bout you i did care ...
you've promised a lot, details imma spare ...
a nightmare, when you put yourself in my spot ...
if i've ever lie to you before trust me now I'm not ...
how would i lie to you and after i got caught ...
i love you and it hurts like a thousand gunshots ...
but, in this guilty spot, i admit, i know, you regret, the day ...
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when next to me you did lay, looked at me and did say ...
for me you'll always stay , no one ganna have you but me ... no way !
but hey !!
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you wont feel it when they say; you're the sh** !
it hurts, the most when you get hit,
and let people say, with time you'll forget ...
from your mistakes you'll learn and get !
that it feels better when you share, when you spit
that between his arm she feels home ...
giving him what she promised you own ...
what to you she sweared she'll belong ...
but isn't that a lawn? you have to pay back!! ...
even if in front of you, all you see is black ...
what goes around comes around ...
and the lost right most be found ...
silly to you it might sound ...
you should know that i'll give anything ..
anything to get wid you one more round ..
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hate inside sounds, like a broken tune ...
when time comes, all you feel is doom ...
crossing darkness, seeking light of the moon ...
when what seems, to be far becomes soon ...
you will see ................ you'll understand ...
that you still wanna take her to your happy land ...
where its your haven, where you'll be forgiven ...
a place i wish if i could be driven ...
to, but only you, can take her to ...
you don know what im going though ...
but if there is anything i can do ...
any person i can talk to, but who ... your crew ?
its true !! with this issue im finally through ...
yeah .. i guess you were right, the choice was infront of me, its just that i didnt wanna choose it ... uhh .. how blind love is ! but let me tell you something .. i made ma choice ..
