time passes all around me
the walls are closing in
i think i'd feel much safer
with your touch against my skin
influx of anxiety
the madness sinks its claws
until there's nothing seperating
who i am from what i was
(what i am, you will never see
until there's nothing left of me...)
look in my eyes, and tell me i'm still dreaming
i believe you, even when you're lying
the truth is never so close that i can reach it on my own
i need your strength to get me closer i need your light to guide me home
i need you
turn back the clock to that moment when i still believed
if i dig deep enough for meaning, ask and i shall receive
but if i give too much away i might never get it back
so i'll just bare my soul for now and wait for you to react
to what you see not what you hear
never knowing what i feel
so i'll just spill my guts and clense your senses of all that is not real
this is not real
how do i end this nightmare
when will i feel complete
will i break this vicious cycle
or am i doomed to repeat
the same mistakes i've made before
never learning from the past
although i still feel hollow
i want to make this last
