My Name is RTD, aka Ready to Die, Im from Mass, and i feel Rap as we now it is on life support. With Such Generic rappers, the art has been deluted. While i may not be the the one to save hip hop, i hope i can spark the mind that does. I Dont rap for money, i rap cuz i enjoy it. I Can express myself.
Lyrics
Understand, I am not the man,
That I had planned, to be currently standing
Here in front of you, just being blunt with you
here telling truth just like you’d want me too
And that’s something I haven’t done in a while,
Who knew lies came if form of smiles
In the way of jokes,
In the form of hope,
And when I lie it hurts me more then you’ll ever know
Gald you never asked what when why or who
Never wanted to bring you down with what is true
Skeletons in my closet, if they only knew
Lies are the bonds that allowed how close we grew
That burdens my mind, hurts the soul
Especially when you came to me and poured your soul
Let me know everything, you never told before
I swear I listened, I wish I could offer more
(Chorus)
Please forgive, or at least listen
Because honestly honesty is what’s been missing
My Wall is down, my shield is gone
And I promise you here, that my word is bond
And I’m still working, everyday,
Trying to become the one I envisioned hey,
Things take time, I understand that now,
Maybe one day ill leave them saying wow,
But in the meantime, remember in the past I tried
And though I did wrong, and even cried
I never did what I did to hurt,
I did what I did, cuz I thought it work,
To save you from drowning, in what I was dying
What a fool to think the best route was lying
thinking about it now again, I sigh
I just hope you can forgive me for my lies