Deep-ression

Philly Bluntz

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Philly Bluntz

I used to have an introduction that gave a nice description of my music...but that was back then when I limited myself from the crap on the radio...Since I realized that [Mainstream] Hip Hop is dead (at least on the radio), I just listen and try to have an open mind and enjoy what this music has become...Since I'm thousands of dollars in debt because of this goddamn college shit, I am after that money to...It's still the Philly Bluntz originality and creativity, just now with a lil' more pep to grab the attention of the listeners and take control of their.........Idk...Fuck it...just listen...you'll like it..if not...I appreciate your time you probably feel you just wasted listening to Philly Bluntz.....

Song Info

Genre

Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General

Charts

#55,276 today Peak #539

#35,350 in subgenre Peak #272

Uploaded

June 30, 2010

Track Files

MP3

MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 4:18

Story behind the song

just kinda feeling down in the dumps

Lyrics

I;ve been looking for a way out/
an escape plan that doesn't involve me taking my life/
no knives no guns no blood/
all i'm looking forward to is the sun rise/
in the morning/
at night/
why is it such a struggle to close these eyes/
i can't write/ im not write/ who am I?/

who have I become where has Philly gone?
i don't know/
ive lost my mind/ and ive lost everything in the process/
of distress/
no success/
my deep-ression worsens/
i feel like its time to end it all with a plan of mine/
so stay tuned/
for the next tune/
and you might find out what happened to/
me/
philly/
before that /

Bang
Goes off and that trigger is pulled/
Where do I go from here/
I don't know why/
But I'm losing my mind/
I'd rather end this life for real/

Sometimes I wanna end this life so f*** ing badly/
a temple to the head but getting one isnt so easy/
but then ill think of blood splatter/
whos gonna gonna clean it/
itll prolly be my mother/
and i cant have her demeaned like that /
i love her to much/
for her to clean up my guts /
maybe ill take some pills and take a nap in the bathtub/
or perhaps ill start shooting up dope/
i mean sh** ethan made death look so enjoyable/
or maybe/
crush me up some 80s/
blow my money on some suicidal thoughts and ideas/
you think im crazy dont you?/
ill tell u whose crazy/
the one who rather live a life full of pain and remorse daily/
been pretty down lately/
these thoughts will outweigh me//
will i win or lose/
i guess well wait n see/
what the outcome is and if i can finish this/
tell me something can you recognize what sound this is/

Bang
Goes off and that trigger is pulled/
Where do I go from here/
I don't know why/
But I'm losing my mind/

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