Lyrics
If you think you want to live
look around you once again
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Evil tries to get me everyday
fills my head with thoughts and angst
I'm not fit to live here
but to die is akin to giving up
I will not let them get me
I will not let them win
If only I could know for sure
that this is all there is
that oblivion is all that follows
that there is no life after this
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I don't want to be
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Mirrors, mirrors, everywhere
I don't know what to do
Get me, get me out of here
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Let me go to everywhere
Let me go to neverwhere
Let me go to the place where
my soul can be free
Free of anger
Free of angst
Free of sorrow
Free of thoughts
Free from worries
Free from living
Free, free, free
Please, let me be
I'm not made for living
I'm not made for beeing
I'm not made for anything
in this world
Please, let me be
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Help, help, help, please, please, please, no more, no more, no more, no more, stop, stop, stop, end it now, stop, no more.
No, no, no, everything is evil, everything is black, is bright, is hurtful, I don't want to be here, I don't want to be anywhere, just leave me alone, I don't want do see anyone, to meet anyone, I don't want to be alone, please don't leave me, I'm afraid, I don't want this, I'm scared, please go away, please go away, please leave me alone to rot in my home, I never want to see anyone again, I never want to be me again, please please please leave me alone, please don't leave me, I'm scared, I want to die, not to live, just end it now, I can't take any more of this, I don't want to live, I don't want to live, I don't want anything, I just want nothing, don't let me live, just let me be.
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I have a dream
A deep felt and ambitious dream
I dream of curling up inside my wardrobe
Falling asleep,
never to wake up again
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Please, let me be