I won't win (Parental Advisory)
Just one of the guys.
It's all me.
Story behind the song
Trying to work out some stuff in my head.
Lyrics
Do you like, playing with my heart?
Do you want, to see me fall apart?
Here am I, putting everything in
But I don't think, I will ever win,
with you.
Why can't I, fall out of love with you?
When we talk, you make me feel so used.
I've put all, my time into the pot.
The longer it takes,
the more it evaporates.
Soon there will be nothing,
and that hurts a lot.
I thought I was crazy to proceed.
But, after all, this is what I need,
right now.
I'm just wasting my time.
I knew it, was too good to last.
Open the door, and throw away the past,
that's there.
You will never be mine.
The hardest thing, is to close the door.
Bid farewell, because you don't, need me anymore.
Bolt my heart, and throw away the key.
Shelter in a world, of misery.
I'm not sure, what it is you've got.
The longer it takes,
the more it evaporates.
Soon there will be nothing,
and that hurts a lot.
So here I go, and ***** *** ***** right in.
As the blood pours, I wash away my sin.
The beating stops, there's silence in the room.
Encased in my own tomb,
I won't win now.
