Lyrics
Mixed between places of existance and wishes, Breaking from the inside all the pain it dishes, Torn apart from reality and not, Spin the chamber, Then hope for the fateful shot, Clever it seems, Only in dreams, In daylight it screams, Prolifically reams, All good has left, Evil the theft, Hands tied loosely, Allowing to abuse me, All I am is everything, But nothing all the same, I am what you claim, In a dream based world, Every night through glass i'm hurled, Suicidal as it seems, Only hopeless in my dreams, Staggering to walk, Delaying to talk, Not a sentence I am saying, No friends to be betraying, Blankly staring at what was and never will be, Close my eyes tightly and this is what I see
Only pain falling then clawing at my mind,
Only pain withdrawling clearing all my time,
Only pain it rips then falls beneath skin deep,
Only pain I hide and in silence I keep
Shredding the path, Dreading the math, All it ever was is an illusion, Caught in confusion, My own dillution, The pollution, Forcing on the bitter end, Telling me you're not a friend, Always on my heels, The soul it steals, This feeling inside reeling, Stealing the breath, Falsely I confess, Never a saint I rest in restraint. Running for the grave Always the coward, Never the brave, My mind caves, Life saves, Light breaking the day, Ending my dismay,But when the lights refuse to shine, When you stop claiming to be mine, When all life will cease to live, When i've given all I can give, I'll blankly stare at what was and never will be, Close my eyes tightly and show you exactly what I see
Only pain falling then clawing at my mind,
Only pain withdrawling clearing all my time,
Only pain it rips then falls beneath skin deep,
Only pain I hide and in silence I keep
The pain sinking breathing beneath, Blood fading dripping slowly off the sheets, My mind retreats, In faith defeats, All lacking Without stacking, Chips coming up short, Mind falsely contort, Mixed up in sorts, Lock then load the wrong ports, It's a divorce Of the source, The main course Smaller port, Ions shattering my whim, The kin, Always blissfull never ignorant, Falling out to the furthest extent I repent I believe,Falsely concieve then decieve The life I was born unto, Blindly threw, Away all hope,. Learning to cope, Darkness surpassed, Ending the strife by gripping the glass, Reaching out I scream, Diggin down inside I blankly stare at what was and never will be, Close my eyes tightly and this is all I see
Only pain falling then clawing at my mind,
Only pain withdrawling clearing all my time,
Only pain it rips then falls beneath skin deep,
Only pain I hide and in silence I keep
