Bet chu love it when you motherf*** ers see me in pain
got me duckin a discussion why im knee deep in rain
i be bustin out and dustin any cd you name
i went from nothing to something you'll never beat me the same
till im dug in the dirt, till im stuck in a hearse
is how long ima go till you lovin my word
f*** its a curse, you know what bug me the worst
is that i'll never make it till i give a lung to be first
or an arm to be second, got the hardest affection
im getting better, always set my alarm to perfection
i'd give up any minute of life, to pick up a mic
till i reach the end of light
im beginning to write, and i'm living to fight
ima role model kids im giving you sight
no more bending and busting for people lending you nothing
you aint gotta take sh** thats the end of discussion
this apart of me it outta be im reaching the end
getting hard to see you thought if he believe and defend
cut his artery no modesty he needed a friend
another bartleby but not if he concede to amends
howd you feel with a father that flew?
it altered my mood, now its getting hard to consume
the bull sh** , that i try to digest life is a mess
say you love it but chu type it in jest
i write to confess feelings of a knife in the chest
put "of me" to the end as i hyphen the best
cause thats all im bringing, im determined to sell
f*** cutting curtains ima murder the veil
ima make you know my story till you know it by heart
dont chu ever f*** ing tell me that this flowin no art
if rap was a woman i'd love to her ends
if i couldnt have her i'd be suffering then
nobody ever f*** ing pay me to rap, baby im back
maybe a fact, the shadiest act, one day
will have a daily impact, on the music biz
drunk here with baily and half, vodka
and the coffee got me talking cocky
walking rocky stop me off b
haters think their mocking shock me
i aint sh** thank god chu not me
