24 - Lay Myself To Rest Ft. Cryptic Wisdom
Track 24 Off Of Working With Words Volume 3 --------------------- produced by 2 deep productions
July 20, 2015
I'll be posting new music on this site, and a few more.
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Lyrics
it seems i've lost my way tonight,
the lone wolf never felt so cold
i still dunno how i would make this right
im not in touch with the hell i hold
sometimes i feel as tho i've laid my self to rest
im feeling broken, sloping down again, please end this
it dont feel like music no more hope you seein the wear in me
i just hop on the mic cayse i aint needin the therapy
the bleedin is scarin me feel it seep like the air in me
as i lay my self to rest life just dont seem as fair to me
drunk kid, ex girlfriends who wanna kill him
looking for a way out the light fixture on the ceiling
seems like a safe bet rush the choice im walkin
find a chair and a rope to hush the voices talkin
fix a noose contemplate about what im doin
devil on his shoulder whispering that its nothing to it
you can do it, look around what chu leaving behind
nothing really, once you stop breathing you fine
nobody here gonna miss you or shed some tissues
you just messing up bro everybody is fed up wit chu
dont chu worry where you headed to yo
kick the chair feel it tight and let it all go
i get drunk where i stumble and walk
laugh it off its all funny till you mumble and talk
about some dumb b*** who didnt wanna live life with chu
dunno kno why i bring it up but this nice issue
had me grip tight tissue, a mid life miss you
she dont wanna be in public when this guy wit chu
and its f*** ing true, sucker for love enough for you
but i cant hide the feeling, i get drunk whats up wit chu
see, you dont wanna be friends wit me
tryna grow the f*** up i wanna see ends quickly
dr kelly said when they say you gotta talk a chill
your anxiety will stike so you gotta pop a pill
so i crush vicodin and mix it with my drink
gets me f*** ed up enough to the limit to the brink
side effects is feeling good, and a little more calm
but when its with whiskey you get a little more bombed
its f*** ed up..
lemme tell you from expierence depression it sucks
life is beautiful sometimes you feel you messin it up
like your best aint enough maybe your chest was in love
and you wanna end it all instead of pressin your luck
i felt the same way so i was poppin pills
but i moved on grew strong thought to god im ill
im sick, i wanna feel the happy high im in
it felt better then resorting to the crappy life i live
i was pretending to be sick when i wasnt
ingnoring friends cause i didnt wanna bring this to public
telling jokes to my buds always thinkin they love it
but i found out smiles always sink to my stomach
you spiral outta control, as you down a fifth
cry yourself to sleep say you aint gon amount to sh**
but its okay, you can go and lose your way
for a moment, dont blow it, i need you to stay
and lets go
