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Story behind the song
Just wanted to vent a little
Lyrics
Hook 2x
somedays i wanna go
even if i needa stay
destination unknown
i just gotta run away
if i neva come back
wonder if you'll eva say
that we cudda grown
if i wudda changed
verse 1
addiction is hard, i wuz predicted to fall
in the condition i wuz, with the addition of flaws
i wuz so viciously gone, i wuzn't visually lost
but i wuz vividly torn, pages positivly formed
pyshsically i wuz worn, family visiting,
but i wuzn't giving a sh** if they seen i wuz wrong
i wuz too busy getting dizzy, sh** ty and bombed
drinking past the point of tipsy, who knows wut the f*** i wuz on!
so i been writin these song, pitiful life in these bars
cuz i been liking these scars, i add em up in these palms
crackin me up cuz im f*** ed, family gone im'a fraud
stacked up to be a father, my son thinks im a god
but if u ask his mother, im a piece of sh** that just caused
our family to fall, tried to crawl back, but seems they moved on?
now im stuck at, just wishing on stars
had responsibility on the phone, but i didnt' answer the call
Hook 2x
somedays i wanna go
even if i needa stay
destination unknown
i just gotta run away
if i neva come back
wonder if you'll eva say
that we cudda grown
if i wudda changed
verse 2
i try to run from my demons but its seeming
its more fun to confront em, then leave em
im too dumb to be scheming, too young, to be dreaming
bout dying, but i believe it, be better than lying and being
deceiving, the person i needed, but neva confided my reasons
im hiding the feelings, that i honestly aint fighting to keep it
but i can't win u back, so i rather die than be defeated
its a simple fact, u shud take the time to try to read it
maybe you cud see it im no longer conceited
i use to love u more than life, u wuz all that i needed
til everytime we fight, i felt wut the f*** wuz the reason
im here wit a woman, that dont giva f*** that im leavin
every night to get f*** ed up, and u neva seen it
it wuzn't the drugs i wanted, it wuz u i wuz pheining
now im not hitting the bottle, doing coke, yea i stopped
now im hitting the throttle and getting the f*** outta dodge
Hook 4x
somedays i wanna go
even if i needa stay
destination unknown
i just gotta run away
if i neva come back
wonder if you'll eva say
that we cudda grown
if i wudda changed
