the original cho diaries song.
amateur music for bored people.
we are the cho diaries.
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Story behind the song
the very first full song that i wrote and recorded. haha brings back memories. how times have changed since then... still, one can't forget where he came from.
it's about my first breakup in middle school. i regretted my decision to immerse myself in my feelings and continually got let down because my expectations were too high... and she didn't make it any easier.
Lyrics
remembering we were on the phone
you said 'o.k.' to my lousy question
I still don't know why you did
now I've realized that I've been going about this all too wrong
'cause I'd rather say it in my sentimental song
can I come into your house for an hour?
and maybe use your shower
are you still my flower?
wondering what you would say
what I would do; what we'd go through
nothing's left for us to say.
painful tears run down her cheek,
painful words too hard to speak.
Will everyone please leave me alone
Can I come into your house for an hour?
and maybe use your shower
are you still my flower?
can we leave this all behind
i'll say goodbye, one last time
Looking back, she smiled at me.
what the hell did I just see?
she still wants to be my friend
Like a sucker, I agree
but one week later, she shuns me
one last kick to my sore knee
can I come into your house for an hour?
and maybe use your shower
You still my flower.
can we leave this all behind?
I'll say goodbye, one last time.
I swear by the stars in the sky
that I'll be with you or die
I don't want you to cry
can I kiss you one last time?
make me think you're mine,
but everything's not ever fine...
Goodbye.
