smthin personal....it was initially meant only for me since its a song on my personal life.its a kind of potion dat heals me thru time wheneva dis falls on ma ears.now open for u......though an incomplete track i really enjoy it and hope u do too.
intro:
yeah
MC Girish...woah
this is ma life-a collection of my sh** n my makin...
n m angry...u wanna know y!!!
here listen to dis..
verse1:
ma life's a experiment which is gone wrong
starts wimme cryin as m lookin ova ma mom
ma dads embracin his ego cuz he's strong
his son promisin himself to bear dis no long
turns into a fight n i get to prove
make it clear wat i want n i get to choose
i fell in love so i juz felt so loose
8yrs of pain in love n i felt abused
even suicide failed me juz left me bruised
no motive in life n ma brains left confused
where every birth right is being refused
n dis pain in ma blood is directly diffused
verse2:
'tis pain is makin ma situation worse
n ma words r killin me like verse after verse
my hearse carries d ruins of ma bodily disperse
each time i try to stand my death rehearse
no more of d worldly poises make me give it a f***
to stand thru dis sh** i dun need more of d luck
it hurts-to hear offendin sh** at ur back
wen all o'ur frnds smiled as dey backstabbed
so painful it is to feel left out alone
wen u have no more strength or will to carry on
days passin widout a single reason to smile
life b'comin a burden wid each passin mile
verse3:
wen dere aint even a single foe fo ya own
anger overflowed as i wrote ova d phone
ppl cld b so mean i neva realised
even devil wld seem fairer if it came disguised
blood flowin out faster den ma verses flow
ma soul's gone n ma body's low
ma mind juz gettin numb ma heart juz freezed
dis sh** is growin sick d devil got unleashed!!!!
chorus:
so if ya frnds turned dier back
in ur face n dat too wen u r sad
juz remember dere aint no frnd or foe
juz u live ur lif n den u gotta go.
