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My Life Of Music (Song - Free Download)
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Music by Sinima Beats
electronica rock techno dance hiphop rap new fresh bass instrumental metal beats experimental east coast dark original california club old school westcoast crunk ambyvalent
Amby-Valent, born and raised in Santa Maria, Ca, aspires to be a professional music producer with a more unique style & ability to mash up multiple genres
Amby-Valent, born and raised in Santa Maria, Ca, aspires to be a professional music producer with a more unique style & ability to mash up multiple genres into one instrumental for your listening pleasure. Aiming for more than just your ears; your heart.
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Peak #1,781
Peak in subgenre #166
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Music by Sinima Beats
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October 29, 2009
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MP3 3.9 MB 128 kbps 4:14
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So I'm 13 years old, and I'm popping these pills / Supposedly, it'll lessen this ill / ness. Like something is wrong with me / Bumping Linkin Park's "Points of Authority" Deraged in my brain, Or so thats what they say. I shaved my head 5 times cuz Im not alike. Next thing you know all these bullies / Are copying me / Taking the lead? Yeah right. Befriending everyone / Somehow I made friends with no one. So alone, misery was the new fad / And I was sporting it like it was all I had. Jr high was a prison, I was sentenced to life / Waiting to go home to my hell to die. And too true to the fact / Mental Health was no mental help. More zoloft, seroquel, celexa and abilify / Numb me enough so I wont commit suicide. And the funny thing is / I'm still here standing. Soon to be 21 / I'll just be in my room that day having my own fun. Making beats and spitting some heat. See I'm a part of this hiphop / Revolution, nonstop. With the underground beatbox / And talking to those DJ's hittin blocks. I've never been one to hate / Unless you getting on my nerves. I'm a real chick that can always relate / Unless it's something totally absurd. I'm not one to rap about sh** I don't have / Just sh** I want so bad. I can't stand / How they're all out to make a quick buck. Music is in fact influential, And the little girls are dressing like sluts. And how you talking about killing a b*** / A snitch, or even your own kid. Anger is rage / And rage gets unbelievably misplaced. Anger means time for action / Your life could be gone within a fraction. I think it's hilarious and so not funny / How you all call your style your swagger. It's bull sh** in that matter. Laughing at me cuz I'm dressed in rags / But music is aint about sporting a mother f*** in fad. But if I had to call you out on your "swag" Kid, your shirt is bagged, but your jeans are fag. Talk about being fake / You're happily laced / in bright and shiny cubic zirconium. And since I dropped this track you're stuck in pandemonium. Is it about you? Is it about he? Or is it truly just something that you all lavish in hatefully. Self loathing, never satisfied with what you got. Much like all the ppl living on my block. Stuck in a rut with these ppl never going anywhere / Feeling like a failure. Mission accomplished? Yeah, for now. Misery loves misery / But I'll take my bow and bounce.
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