MadS.G. I dont know really what is going on around here. Something is for sure though that much i know.... People dont see a lot. Only what other someones want them to and its crazy. People arent living for themselfs anymore... All you can do is watch the sun and remember next year for when you go through something that already happend you forgot about.... Hopefully you will recall something long since past that can be your key to any solution if you know how to handle it.....