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his decision, their children, the months ahead, chills rush
all down her spine, runnin through her head it builds up
he's spilled enough milk to justify her collapse
but she hasn't the audacity to pick apart the path hes selected
hes beggin her to try to understand
armed forces in his younger years and now they need this man
to lead a group of younger years and bring em all back
on top of that he's really got no choice although he wasn't one to stop it
while she's locked inside that closet
he reflects, no use in knockin
no use in talkin to his baby,
they removed the option
and who will stop in, in the months that he's away
see its just foolish talk to think the ball wouldn't stay in play
he fades to gray while his liquor cabinet screaming out his name
but he's a little more intelligent he knows it only brings more rain
there really aint a way around this, conceedin blame
the hurtin shifted to the physical she starts to scream in pain
his thoughts turn to the children, its like he killed them
they still can't even see it coming, the void he's fillin
he wants build them up, show em how to confidence
he never had a father, and his mom was always bombed and since
he now regrets decisions he curses their whole existence
never fittin in and mixin with others his wife was listenin in
to try to spy on his emotion but nope couldn't broke em
and so she slides back her minds mass explodin
wake up. howd she get in bed, whats this all about
did it even happen, yeah no doubt, so shes sneakin out
creepin past the closet, the door was missin
looks like he unscrewed the hinges she becomes submissive
she sees the note on the table that read, i brought the kids to the park
i love you and i wanna keep talkin and play my part
i made you food, you should eat some cause you fainted
rem ember that i always return everytime after sayin goodbye.
