This is a beta version and a sequel to 'My Life.' Beat is by Bossclick Ent.
Eccentric hip-hop and R and B
I'm The True Bonanza, Bonanza for short. I'm a singer/rapper/songwriter.
I will be uploading future music to my bandcamp and hulkshare channels.
www.hulkshare.com/mrpenrage
bonanza86.bandcamp.com
Lyrics
Hook
It?s been two years since I decided then
I?m going my own way
To take control of my space
(Baby)
I?ll admit I ain?t a perfect man
I?m learning every day
From mistakes that I?ve made
Verse One
Just being real, I don?t need a detective
To discover that I?m passive aggressive
It?s often obsessive
And then my big brother?s confessin?
I should find a less taxing elective
?Cause most of my stress comes from the internet
Damn, it gets my temper wet
Never let an asshole slam you with a wall of text
No repercussions ?cause they?re living in another state
So, I could either ignore it or let it escalate
It?s sad I choose the latter; it has a grave effect
I lose some friends and a little bit of self-respect
And then I?m stuck with a memory that I can?t forget
The inner peace is wrecked; no need to double-check
Although I?m happy to tell you I took the first step
I have to find a solution, and then ensure that the oath?s kept
This trial isn?t hopeless
I have to clear my mind so it?s easy to focus
I know this
Hook
It?s been two years since I decided then
I?m going my own way
To take control of my space
(Baby)
I?ll admit I ain?t a perfect man
I?m learning every day
From mistakes that I?ve made
Verse Two
Now where do I begin? It started very early
I was a sensitive pushover with hair curly
I had a flurry of bullies who liked to call me fat
I wasn?t burly or even daring to fight ?em back
I had a green notebook back in my middle school
And rated all of my peers, but I was such a fool
I couldn?t keep it private, so many people saw it
A little good, a little bad, but later on I lost it
High school came, and people started talking ?bout me
Into their own secret journal
The pain felt eternal, but Bon?s a fucking colonel
Revenge was quite vernal, but yet I couldn?t see or believe
That this was going to spiral into something major
Where?s my savior? Help me rid this P.A. behavior!
Instead, I wasn?t civil and saying it to their face
The drama would likely lessen, and peace, I could embrace
Hook
It?s been two years since I decided then
I?m going my own way
To take control of my space
(Baby)
I?ll admit I ain?t a perfect man
I?m learning every day
From mistakes that I?ve made
Verse Three
I guess it?s true that I?m taking everything to heart
I haven?t got a skin tough enough to fend the sharks
But the advice that I?ve gotten, yeah, it?s crucial
To improving, and learning I don?t need one?s approval
By catering to the census, hiding my personality
Some are gonna hate me, and that is my reality
Drama?s a mental burden, so I?ll try to avoid it
And if I?m slammed again, Bon will just destroy it
By puttin? it on my shoulder; brush it off with a boulder
Shrugging these little kids ?cause Bon is getting older
I looked at prior insults written at other people
And felt I had committed an unspeakable evil
But still, I had the courage to admit my flaws
And I?m glad that my big brother got involved
Because, by myself, I?d likely be depressed
And write another diss to add among the rest, but
Hook
It?s been two years since I decided then
I?m going my own way
To take control of my space
(Baby)
I?ll admit I ain?t a perfect man
I?m learning every day
From mistakes that I?ve made
