Its Not So Easy For Everyone (demo)
Lyrics
Standing there
Trying to look as good as your yearbook picture
Do I look like I should?
Yellow cab
On the last day of one more November
Don't want more wasted time
Blur and noise
How you look to people outside
This last time was the end (it really was)
Wrap around
A knowing look and an overcast sky
Feels so good you could die
And you always knew
That it doesn't matter what you do
So why try?
And you always knew
That it'll never matter what you do
So don't try
It's so easy to believe, well isn't it?
So much harder to think
And you don't want to face that, can't deal with it
Just push on on your own a little more
Make it through this
Now it's pouring rain with the lights off inside
Never been more outside
Cold as hell
Remember those you left with and those left behind
It's their life, not yours
Ah, aha
You're in a cloud, aha
And you don't wanna die here with them
'Cause they just wanna hear you screamin'
on your way down
on your way down
And you always knew
That it doesn't matter what you do
So why try? Yeah yeah yeah
You always knew
That it'll never matter what you do
So don't try
Dirty Floor
Copied over tapes and avoided phrases
