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New Look
Verse 1
I understand you dont understand who I am
Im just a man trying to escape from a shattered past
Ive been down to the depths of depravity
And pulled myself out up the latter of tragedy
Im looking at my mom, my moms looking back at me
I bet she never thought Id frow up to be a dope fiend
I wanna go home but I dont got a home to go
When the moneys low otherwise im in a ho
Tel and everything is fine when im on the grind
A sign of the times or a sign of too many lines
Time spent in the bedroom with the door locked
Thoughts of life or death rushing with the gun cocked
A shotgun blast is the last thing youll hear from me
Conspiracies have been held near and dear to me
Im not sure if the car sitting in front my house
Is an undercover cop or someone trying to take me out
Nodding in and out, not sure how ill live without
Being high besides that im in and out
Of jail if I keep failing man I dont know if ill make it out
Been labeled habitual criminal
Im taking hits, I smoke too many cigarettes
Im surprised I aint got some kind of cancer yet
Spent some time lying on the floor crying
Fiending gums receding, stomaches bleeding and I think im dying
Verse 2
Ill bring it back to the kid with the back pack
White shirt blue jeans sagging and a ball cap
Im blurring through the days search the world for new ways
To bring some color to the world thats been painted dark and grey
I push it all away time to face another day
Time to try to make a name that will never go away
I play the game but a hate the way the game is played
I blame my shameful ways on the way that I was raised
I make everyone I ever loved hate me
But the know im dying and they love me so they dont escape me
It makes me want to tell them how much hope they bring me
That im not so bad and that there will be no forgetting
But then my mood swings and I turn my back on all of them
Fallin into a world that is so hollow and
I hate it but I need it and I think that it is my calling and
I put my hope into these pills and then I swallow them
When I can plug everybodys showing love
But theyre the only ones loving on me because
isnt it a sad fact of life that you cant win
Attacking yourself if you do it with a passion
I cant win im faced with that fact again
I quit the game two days later im back again
I dont know how to get myself out of the trouble im in
I built a castle for myself but now the walls are falling in
Verse 3
I couldnt do it, I tried a million times and failed
That ship had sailed, every ounce of hope impaled
Upon the steel spikes made of every single year thats passed
Summing up my life in these pieces of a shattered glass
Its a laugh how I bid that life farewell
I got locked up and met God in a jail cell
He helped me see my life was not that bad
He took the little pieces and built a life that I never had
Building a life with no example to go off
Is like putting together a puzzle without looking at the box
I didnt have a clue what I was suppose to do
So I put my trust in God, and he pulled me through
And now im livin the spittin image
Of a vision I had as a kid and
isnt it amazing that a prisoner
Is in the kingdom of the risen
Liven God of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob
I know its crazy but im praising God
Thought I was dying, but now I know that I was dead
Traded a Christian for a prisoner and now instead
Of dying im alive and well, I escaped the fires of hell
And I provide the kind of light that inspires you to try as well
Being a Christian is kinda like this long division
Seems like a lot at first but actually it really isnt
All you gotta do is come to the end of you
And put your hope and trust in him, after that its over dude
It was all worth it when I watch him work his
Magic as Im rappin in these inner city churches
It hurts a little bit to bring it all to the surface
But it comforts me to know it for a purpose
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