Getting offa drugs is a b***
I make music and rap sometimes.
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Story behind the song
I finally decided to quit doing drugs and drinking, I made this while being very dope sick.
Lyrics
They bring the tray, upon it is bliss
Snort a line of this, eat the other, make a fist
raise it up to rebel against the life I lead
but I can't allow myself to f*** me
Wait, yes I can 'cause I already do
How do I get out of this, what have you
Done to where I can't just be me
'less I got the veins pumpin' with the c
h-e-m-I c-a-l-s
I'm like a fish every snort is a scale
Soon Imma be stripped, bet you'd like that
gotta quit 'for she brings me back
to what I was
And I can't find the next one
so why not go and find myself 'cause
I'm thinkin' I'm not better
But when I feel like I let her
Spin me outta control, it feels right
yeah right, back into the same night-
mare, I'm not scared
I just hope that I land where
I ain't around this no more, sorry ya'll
I ain't myself 'cause I can't instigate a resolution in my skull
These four walls, surround me, yes
I'm trying to get better but it hasn't happened yet
I yearn for just one more hit of that sh**
ocean of chemicals wash over me with bliss
but no I can't, I won't give in
SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU GOD DAMN DEMONS
Frantically look through the medicine cabinent
anything will do, why did I make this a habit
I find nothing just like inside of me
Just a few blocks that need rebuilding
And that's what I'll do I guess
I scrambled up my sh** , what a f*** ing mess
like that commercial where she smashes the egg
except having no drugs makes me feel that way
So I gotta plan a way to keep myself busy
Recreate this because this isn't the real me
