DESTINY(always in my head)
RIP Jason Gallagher, Vivian Lawrence, Big Lou, Brandon, and Joey
Emotional Productions on the BEAT!
for right now, everything is made just because i wanna spread my word. alotta the beats come from other groups or persons on this site, they will get full credit for any of their beats used.
Story behind the song
Jay, Viv... I miss you both with all of me. If I could take it back to them days we kicked it..I would. But truth is I can't..and those memories are all I am ever gonna have to remind me those days. I heard this beat and the shit made me think of you two right away. Until I see you at them pearly gates! Peace brothas..
Lyrics
Destiny
By
C I P
(intro)
Takes a lot of self discipline to overcome the hardships of life.. I know.. Because it took me so long to figure it out. Mostly, I owe it to the ones I've lost along the way?and I'm still on my way. Still got so much further to go.. But because of what ya'll have taught me.. I won't ever give up, Let's go.
(chorus)
I take four swigs then pour the bottle to the ground
I owe this one to those who have risen to the clouds
Though you ain't by my side know you always in my head
No matter where I'm going I won't ever forget
(verse 1)
I take four swigs, pour the bottle on the ground
Jay, look at ya boy now.. I'm hopin' you proud
Been a while since, but since I saw you for the last time
I been on the grind tryin' to shake a life of crime
It's takin so much time, but time is all I have
Can't help but reminisce on times we used to have
Rollin out, you was big on fightin stona's
Then one day I heard you was fightin with a coma
Tears fightin with the corna's, of my eyes as you lied
In a hospital bed, struggling for your life
I cried when they said you was dead?
Saw you in the casket, man a part of me was dead
From smiles through the trials, even through the devastation
while I had your back, you were a brother through demonstration
You taught me how to hope, and keep faith in my eye
That's why I know you rollin big, livin great up in the sky
(verse 2)
Big easy, Viv? music was the life you lived
My heart bled, B?fuck them pills that did you in
Much older than me, You was a soldier to me
I never felt colder than the eve, You took your final sleep
I was turnin sixteen? you taught me how to ball
How to say no to the drugs that would ruin It all
Never give in to the pressure, back against the wall
taking on the whole world stand tall and never fall
Plus You made me peep Drag-On, made me rap it out loud
Which is ultimately the reason I'm on the track now
Think I was gonna forget? Shit , I don't even know how
You taught me the essence of testin' yourself out
Never back down, fear was a component of weakness
So now Fear is my opponent, I hope you know it
Its cause of you I keep myself clean, and keep it real
Out of respect to your death, I'll never take one E pill
(verse 3)
Big Lou?it was way too soon
For you to be leavin this earth, man ya left it in ruins
Don't worry I got ya, just hear the lord's voice and pray
That we gonna catch up and play quarters again one day
Brandon, you left for the last time, but now don't worry
You have so many friends still standin where your buried
On the side of the road they raised a flag for ya
Just to represent?.they wont ever forget
Another dude that I was close to, he shot up the poison
Joey V.. we're boys now and we were boys then
It was so sad to see you go, shit I still cant believe it
Why the fuck did you have to do that? You didn't need it
I guess in death a lesson is to be sent
And I carry that knowledge on every piece of ground I tred
To those who have passed and risen to the clouds
I keep my head up, hopin ya'll is looking down
