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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #1,249
Peak in subgenre #114
Author
Cubis
Rights
2009
Uploaded
May 10, 2009
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.8 MB • 128 kbps • 5:17
Story behind the song
It's about my descent into drugs, teetering on the edge so to speak. I was inspired by my good friends beat and my own problems. I actually didn't mean for it to be autotuned at first, but i tried it out for kicks and thought it expressed my emotions better. So I wrote the last part of the second verse and the last verse with that in mind
Lyrics
[Intro]
The mind is a marvelous thing. It pretty much is my existence.
It takes in the world and gives me an image.
It's crazy how just a few chemicals at extremely small doses can change up your focus
and create a new world which it must literally be, and gives you insight, figuratively
wisdom, that leaves
[Verse 1]
Well I couldn't chill without a vicodin pill
i could've sworn that I might've been killed
but i - love the stuff, before i fight it i will
take a couple of puffs of the pipe-line to skill
because it, opens my mind, and I like how it feels
release the wheel and I wouldn't steer - closed my eyes and my mind to the fear
blindin, its weird, but my life isn't real!
if it was, then why disappear?
- I had a right to be scared, i wasn't prepared
to spill the blood that we shared so that's why I would run to the stairs
hug the drums and the snares, because my love wouldn't care
but the drugs'll be there - yeah, the drugs'll be there
worse for wear, year by year, tear to tear
teetotaler, yeah right - no where near close enough huh?
it gets harder to function, aint stoppin for nothin, the corruption
[chorusx2]
gotta smoke just to get through the bulls**t
gotta drink just to sleep through the nightmares
the Corruption's got me in its cool grip
the Corruption's got me in its ice stare
[verse 2]
it don't fight fair... there's no light here...
alone in my dark thoughts, I hear
a shrill call.... "Will falls!"
from my nightmares and it hangs my soul...
where are! ... those pills, bi**h?!
I need to get f**ked up I'm only human - and I don't want to feel s**t!
til my mind does backflips and heelkicks, molasses with feelings
acidic visions, vacuums of space and trapped in prison
hackneyed impressions of actual events, past and the present
that's so intense, compassion with leverage, bypassing the effort
open fence, could not ever or again feel the pleasure or the pain
never had a treasure to regain so in the end its all the same
either way we die (die) it's just now it's all in vain (vain)
in vain, in vein, drugs flooding in my veins
strangling my brain while it's struggling to change
I love the rush - ing to the grave, my love is pretty strange
so much to do today, but I don't want to do a thing
so to bring about a dream often broke, lock & load, I just
[chorusx2]
gotta smoke just to get through the bulls**t
gotta drink just to sleep through the nightmares
the Corruption's got me in its cool grip
the Corruption's got me in its ice stare
[verse 3]
the more I see the less I fear, what morals do the lessons bear?
a quarrel for a yesteryear, coronary laissez-faire
what says I care, to the death I swear or the point where all my senses fail
oh man I wished you well and I never got nothing
but this whole add-iction to pills, living in hell
and I wish that I could run from the devil
oh man I mustve been stuck in a well
but I never really knew what to do when I wanted your help
when your body is tell-in you that you shouldn't do what you want (if avail-able)
but I wanna, oh, it's not a - state of mind, its my soul that's rotted
there I go, there's my motive - when I want it, bought it
smoke the product - damiana, marijuana
your simple sentences could never match my sentiments
the censorship on my senses is sensitive - sensibilities
sinsemilla weed got me feelin chill indeed
only way I live and eat - willingly!
[chorusx2]
gotta smoke just to get through the bulls**t
gotta drink just to sleep through the nightmares
the Corruption's got me in its cool grip
the Corruption's got me in its ice stare
