i hate my life and want to die
sick of hiding behind lies
spiraling to my suicide
ive fucked up my entire life
i feel so disrespected
i know that im defective
how could i be anything when you dont let me be
how could i see anything when you dont let me see
overwhelming pressure
ive felt lost inside forever
these scars will never heal
life's a dream and nothing's real
please don't wake me
please just let me dream
