This song is about when me being stock with the same destructive emotions every day for a long period of time, afraid of pushing people further away, and to seize the day through change.
It's all about psychotherapy and selfdestruction...
Singsongwriter goes Metal...
Lyrics
STATE OF DELUSION
So silent I lie at the end of the day
Voices return, they are here to stay
Frightening deskriptions of this mind will come
Traumatized visions from a life undone
A life undone, Im the only one
I see the ashes from the death of the sun
Now only cold, brown leaves to dwell upon
Infected parasites, consume my soul
Im captured here in this rat hellhole
This rat hellhole, becomes a part of my soul
Once I thought I could not fail
Now time has taught me life betrayal
In the absence of light, I stand my ground
This lonely little boy, he is going down!
- Im going downto the f*** ing ground
Now Im afraid, Ive scared you away
Its all too late, you didnt want to stay
So tired now, as I cry in my sleep
Alone somehow, these secrets I keep
- For myself, I want no help
Forced to be slave of my mind
Ive finally reached the end of the line
I close my eyes for the one last time
And say goodbye to the world outside
- The world outside, from which I hide
No contribution
Just blinding confusion
No fate illusion
Just a state of delusion
Step outside now feel the light
How it burns
