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hip-hop/rap
nothin much , had the fire in me since many years , buh due 2 many reasons couldnt grab the mic, buh now i guess me and abdul have finally , come out of the false imprisonment, we broke free 2 "spit our heart out" 4 real!
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #1,104
Peak in subgenre #108
Author
ittefaq_usmani
Uploaded
April 12, 2009
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.8 MB • 128 kbps • 4:09
Story behind the song
normal life and its fukk ups!
Lyrics
this is how ma spirit got drained!
family fucked up and emotions geh sprained!
imagination blurred buh i got visions 2 frame!
fuckin ~ fake status has 2 be maintained!
new seedlings of hatred geh planted man!
and ma brain develops new game and a new plan !
i got new promises i gotta stand!
fukk i feel like a stranger in ma own land!
i can see how ~happiness and sorrow walk hand in hand!
sand 2 castle and then castle 2 sand!
damm~ dreams be demolishin like a ghetto
i feel so dominated ~ppl callin me a despo!
yeah homie lets go ~ lets roll ~i dont mind ~fuckin a lesbo!
i wanna geh away for the sorrow ,man i dont want it no more!
i cant knock on ma door , i gotta start it frm the scratch!
i put ma dreams in a room and close it frm the latch!
buh still the isolation ~ promises more talent 2 hatch!
i protest ma life ~ happiness for sure !
but when it comes 2 me ~ there is hope no more!!
why does the time turn!??
shit ` nothin comes~~~~~~~~~~ but i bleed and burn
damm i tried 2 change!
but then i cant locate ma self!
in ma own fuckin range!
i feel so strange ~ forced 2 take revenge!
hence ~ i have landed in this stage!
i feel like i ma trapped in a fuckin cage!
in each and evry step that i take!
i end up being surrounded by hate!
i had 2 debate ~componsate ~ on a daily base!!
i couldnt even hesitate ~ cuttin ma self wid a fuckin blunt blade! \par
but i still debate~ 2 get 2 the place ma life destinates!
da faith i had is half gone but not lost
m goin down the wrong path but at what cost
cant go through this alone need sombody ta share
already lost everything and therz so much to gain
now who brought this madness riding straight upto da head
n this hate is chocking me lyk som rope around my neck
knees deep in sadness got me down wid dem sorrows
this hurricane inraging we have no fuckin morals
like m stuck inside ma present n futurz chaotic
n dis s psychotically racist and robotic
dis matrix m trapped in is so surely economic
Erotic conspiracy theory becomes reality
Life is war, and every day's a battle to me
its not me its ma homie spittin out of me
now only the dead people tell me dey fuckin proud of me
But I elevate to the point of reversing dis gravity
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affection feels more like surprise now!
i got pian bottled and burried deep down!
i think so much i am left wid a deep frown!!
beats are all i need now , 2 expose the skeletons in ma closet!
fukk ~ food all i am livin on now ~~ is nitro-sun tablets!
fykk em assets man , i need no parents!
aarguments with ma sentiments!
killed ma inner consience!
wats the point being alive ~ when ma innocence is knocked out unconcious man!!
